This scene takes place immediately after Bernadette's talk with Michael about a possible way to help Kevlan recover. ---------- Visions ripple uneasily through his head, images of disdainful, indistinct faces... each with a sardonic voice that sounds in his thoughts. Lamb-eyed fool calls himself a Singer. Disgrace to the Guild. Not worth the trouble the symbiont's gone to in him. More familiar faces show themselves, and each of these wear expressions of disappointment and rejection. One by one they frown and scowl at him, and turn away; he tries to call out to stop them, but no sound emerges from his throat. It's as if someone has ripped out his vocal cords. There's sound all around him, voices, the crystalline hums of engines, the rush of wind across a rock face... but within him, and wherever he moves, there is silence. Panic grips him - why can't he make any sound? Desperate, he runs, and all at once he's up on a ridge. The wind thrums with a low rumble of a note, and a flare of light catches his eye. A memory of what those signs should mean flashes up within him; awkwardly, clumsily, he scrambles down the ridge towards the source of the sound and the light. But as soon as he approaches the rock face, the black crystal changes. Its vibration ceases - and to his alarm, its very surface begins to vanish under a creeping, mute blanket of stone. He strives to utter a note, any note, to sing the crystal into life... but nothing happens. And when he claws with frantic fingers at the receding black glimmer, the flow of stone accelerates. It closes around his hands, up his arms, to his throat. Terrified, he struggles to wriggle free as the rock rises up to seal him in a soundless, songless cage.... *Thump!* "Kevlan! Shh, Kevlan, dear boy, it's alright, you're only dreaming... " He blinks, confused, and slowly realizes that his blankets, rather than stone, have tangled around his limbs. As he wakes, the bedroom coalesces into reality around him: the desk, the Estenari hangings on the walls, books and holos on the nearby shelves. The side of his head is hurting, he realizes dimly... he's lying in a crumpled heap on the floor. "Kevlan? Are you alright? Look at me, now." The voice startles him, and he jerks in reflexive fright before he focuses on Tamber's worried face just above him. _Tamber_, he then thinks, in a rush of relief, as his friend crouches concernedly near him. Slowly, embarrassed by the way his body shakes with weakness, Kevlan sits up, automatically fumbling for the comfort of Tamber's physical contact. _I'm scared, Tam..._ Tamber smiles to him, but not until Kevlan actually makes contact himself does the Sorter cradle him and murmur encouragingly, "Shh, now, my lad. Talk to me. It's alright." Why is it so hard for him to talk, to think? Kevlan frowns; his throat feels as if it's filled with plascrete, his thoughts insubstantial as moonlight. Still trembling, he huddles in Tamber's arms, and struggles to voice the first notion that enters his head. "F... fell?" "Off the bed," Tamber agrees solemnly. "You were dreaming." He pauses, and then adds gently, "Can you tell me about your dream, Kevlan?" _Stone choking off his breath..._ Kevlan can't hold back the whimper that creeps out of him, nor the shudder that racks his body at Tamber's question. _Silence drowning him... _ "Ah... Ah-Ah-Ah-Ah c... cain't si... " The plascrete lump in his throat seems to swell, and his vision blurs with tears. Abashed, Kevlan tries to hide his face against Tamber's shoulder. "Oh, my dear boy, shh, it's alright... " There's a sigh near his ear, and at last Tamber tells him, "You do not need to speak of it if you cannot, Kevlan. But we do need to get you off the floor. Can you get up for me?" Feeling uncomfortably as if he's suddenly returned to age five, Kevlan sniffles, and looks awkardly up. Tamber repeats his question, and reluctantly, Kevlan uncurls from him. His head spins, but slowly, clutching at Tamber's arms the entire time, Kevlan makes it to his feet. Bernadette enters the suite, a tense look on her face; her eyes hard. She quickly masks this, however, as she notices Kevlan awake and standing up next to Tamber. She places a smile on her face and tries to relax, but doesn't completely succeed. Kevlan stands near the bed, leaning unsteadily against Tamber, and both men look up as the door abruptly slides open - Kevlan with startlement, Tamber without surprise as the latter man knows that Bernadette is the only party who could enter this room unannounced. Clad only in pajama bottoms, Kevlan looks shaken and frightened, his sandy hair in a wild tumble. Tamber holds the taller, younger man upright and wears a clearly deliberately relaxed expression as he promptly tells Kevlan, "Look here, my boy... Berni's here." He adds quietly, "Hello, my dear." Kevlan blinkblinks and sways as he turns a plaintive gaze to his sweetheart. Bernadette steps a little farther into the room and the door slides shut behind her. Again, she smiles, her eyes softening just a little, as she looks steadily back at Kevlan. "Hello, Kevlan. Good to see you up..." She shifts her eyes to Tamber and nods, returning his greeting. "Hello, Tamber." She moves no farther, although her legs twitch the slightest bit as she restrains herself from going to Kevlan. She clasps her hands tightly in front of her. "What's going on?" She looks between the two men and raises one hand to rub lightly at her temple. Kevlan stumbles a little in Tamber's grasp as the Sorter says with a sigh, "Kevlan was having a nightmare, my dear." Bernadette looks concerned, and speaks directly to Kevlan. "Are you okay, Kev?" Kevlan blushes visibly, and clutches at Tamber - apparently to keep from falling down, as a dizzy look sweeps across his face. With the same difficulty he's had every time he's tried to speak in the last several days, he mumbles out hoarsely, "Dr... dr... dreamin'." Bernadette continues looking at Kevlan for a moment more silently then she nods and mutters "Okay...as long as you're alright..." She takes a couple more steps closer to the two men. Kevlan promptly pales, and looks very troubled. Tamber frowns at him quietly and glances at Bernadette sidelong as he suggests to the younger man, "Do you want to sit down, my lad?" Kevlan stumbles a little and then clutches awkwardly for Bernadette, as he tells her plaintively, "Ah-Ah-Ah-Ah c-c-cain't si... s.... " His face twists in worry. Bernadette blinks and stops herself a few steps awy from Kevlan, trying to keep in mind Michael's advice and holds her hands out towards her love. "You can't what, Kevlan?" she asks gently. Tamber frowns very unobtrusively to himself as Kevlan's teary regard falls on Berni. Careful to remain ostensibly relaxed, Tamber lets Kevlan step away from him, but hovers immediately nearby. Kevlan stumbles into Bernadette's arms and lurches against her clumsily as his body, for the first time in many days, reacquaints itself with the idea of being vertical for more than a few moments at a time. Bernadette takes a small step backwards as she's momentarily knocked slightly off-balance, but recovers quickly, readjusting her stance and holding Kevlan. She tips her head back to look up at him and ask again gently "Can you tell me, Kevlan? What can't you do?" Kevlan looks mournfully down at Berni, and again tries to stammer, "C-c-cain't si... " But the word trails off, and he fumbles with an awkward hand at his throat. Tamber straightens, eyeing Kevlan carefully... and then flicking a brief glance to Kevlan's battered gitar, propped in its usual corner. Bernadette's eyes drop to his throat before traveling up his face to his eyes once more, as it dawns on her what he's trying to say. "You can't sing?" Tamber gets a look rather clearly translating to, "Dear gods, I'd feared this," but he says nothing, only takes a step nearer and gazes at both Singers in heartfelt sympathy. Kevlan blinks through tears, looking utterly heartbroken, before he utters a tiny whimper and tries to hide his face in Berni's hair. Bernadette shhhs and ducks her head away, so Kevlan can't hide his face. She gazes up at him, one hand laid gently along the side of his face, then she looks at Tamber for a moment before her eyes flick to the two stringed instruments propped against the wall. She returns her gaze to Kevlan's face and stands on tiptoe to place a gentle kiss on his lips. "Are you sure?" The question is very quietly spoken. Kevlan mumbles abashedly, "'S...s-s-sall gone... n-n-n-n-no good...!" Tamber says at last, gently, "What is no good, dear boy?" Bernadette looks at Tamber and waits for Kevlan to answer. Thoughts of your claims pass through your head every once in awhile. Non-singers around you see: You feel something is wrong as you gaze upon the pale face of Kevlan. Bernadette blinks and shakes her head just a little as she's momentarily distracted, refocusing her attention on the two men. Kevlan by way of reply simply deeply blushes, lowering his gaze in visible embarrassment. Bernadette glances at the guitars again. "Do you want to sit down, Kevlan?" Kevlan gives a rough, ashamed nod. Tamber immediately clasps one of Kevlan's arms, allowing Berni to take the other. "Chair or bed, dear boy?" Bernadette links her arm through Kevlan's free arm and brushes his hair back from his face. "It's okay, love..." Kevlan, as if confused by the choice, looks helplessly between his two companions. As Berni's hand smooths his wild hair out of his eyes, he finally sniffles a little, and looks at the nearest chair. Bernadette looks up at Tamber for a moment, then helps guide Kevlan towards the indicated chair. Kevlan is still unsteady on his feet, and he sinks into the beanbag gratefully, fumbling for Bernadette the moment he is all the way down. Bernadette lowers herself onto the bean bag, as well, sitting near the edge but next to Kevlan. She glances once again at her guitar then asks "May I play for you, Kevlan?" Tamber lifts his eyebrows, and regards Bernadette consideringly when Kevlan isn't looking in his direction. His look suggests he's wondering if Bernadette knows what she's doing. Kevlan starts, and stares at Berni for a long moment. He starts to tremble, seeming frightened again. Bernadette says quickly, "It's okay if you don't want me to...just say so, love." She meets Tamber's eyes, her own suggesting that no, she doesn't really know what she's doing, but she was hoping. Kevlan swallows hard; his expression is palpably torn, fear mingled with yearning. Once more he struggles to speak, but what emerges from him is a hoarse rasp. ".... 'll... g-g-g-go 'way!" Bernadette frowns a little, looking the slightest bit confused "What will go away?" Kevlan begins to weep again, and tries to curl into his love's lap, shaking. Kevlan repeats despondently, "'llgoway!" Tamber murmurs very softly, "I think he means your playing, my dear." Bernadette makes another shushing noise and moves her arms to let him curl on her lap, rubbing his back and smoothing his hair again. "It's okay, Kev...It's okay. I won't play...don't worry..." She looks up at Tamber with a helpless shrug, clearly not understanding what he means, even with the Sorter's translation. Tamber frowns musingly, resting a hand on Kevlan's shoulder. He murmurs to him, "Dear boy, do you _want_ Bernadette to sing for you?" Kevlan peeks timidly up, at that. Bernadette leans forward and kisses Kevlan on the head, affirming "I'll do whatever you want, Kevlan." Kevlan finally, slowly nods to Tamber, but the fearful look hasn't left his eyes as he mumbles, "'ll g-go 'way." He sits up a little, but still clutches at Bernadette as if afraid that she, too, will vanish. Bernadette hugs Kevlan to her a little bit. "I'm not going anywhere, love..." she murmurs gently. Kevlan slowly seems to calm a bit as Tamber agrees gently, "Nor I, my friend, nor I." Bernadette raises her eyes slowly to look at Tamber. She looks troubled and a bit defeated, but she looks away again, back to Kevlan, before the Sorter can be really sure. [Log ends here.]